I have always liked
the feel of January, the madness and mayhem of the end of the previous year is done and
dusted and replaced with something that is more relaxed and casual.
Only now I’m still
in Kiribati, not the plan this time a year ago !
My 12 month
assignment date has come and gone and instead of joining the summer festivities
on the Australian East Coast I’m sitting here wondering what I was thinking in
wanting to extend my time here in woop woop !
For the most this
place can be an easy place to be, as long as you take a shine to its offerings, its
people, its rubbish, its rice and fish, its crap (dog and human), its mad
buses, its pot-holed road, its loud music and its program.
And don’t expect
too much.
Pig teeth, coral and a seed pod
It has offered me a
very present and engaging life, every sky is different even when viewed from my
unchanged front door, rain offers almost instant relief and freshness from the
heat and coconuts fall from high above leaving a trail of smashed windscreens.
Clouds that add delight to my day
Surprises and
challenges come daily and are probably best dealt from a present alertness than
from raging triggered emotions or rolling eyes.
(Fingers crossed my
record 90 minute wait for a bus to work doesn’t get broken ! )
Coconuts reaching for the sun, the clouds and the gods
Challenges yes,
they are guaranteed, especially on the fortnightly payday when everyone hits
the road, for walking, transport or sleeping off the days offerings or when the
shops run out of rice or loo paper or there’s no tuna or it’s another three
days of no internet/power/water.
Tuna delivery anyone !
For over a year my
adopted manta has been around using the opportunities that come up anywhere and
anytime for developing patience, it now seems that notion has gone on a
summer break.
For the most this mantra has served me well, patience has been learned and practiced, I’d even say for a while there perfected except perfection is a far to unrealistic ideal.
For the most this mantra has served me well, patience has been learned and practiced, I’d even say for a while there perfected except perfection is a far to unrealistic ideal.
As the start of
2013 rolled along and those self-help happiness tips on the www invite you to
check how those life-enhancing goals are shaping up I started to think about
what this year may bring and reflect on the one past.
Maybe I’m a slow
learner but it’s taken me over a year to get to a point of actually wondering
what I am doing here in the middle of the Pacific Ocean !
Twelve months in a
developing country is peanuts to think much can be done, yes a canoe got
launched and a couple of community awareness projects reached many people. But
at work I still need to clear away the geeko poo and dumped stuff to find a
space on the desk, find a chair to sit on and last week relocate another litter
of kittens from under my desk. I
was starting to think I’d seen it all until after the New Years break when I
returned to the office and it had been turned into sleeping quarters, complete with mat
and pillows ! (the office is only about 10 x 8 feet)
My workplace, the mwanabea and the white building is the office
Some big stuff has
been achieved and there is always the small stuff wherever one goes, it’s just
that now the small stuff the books tell us not to sweat is given my patience a
workout.
There’s no water cooler to gather around to gripe or discuss which contestant really has the “X” factor or a kitchen to fill in time by making everyone tea,
There’s no water cooler to gather around to gripe or discuss which contestant really has the “X” factor or a kitchen to fill in time by making everyone tea,
it’s just my holidaying
patience and me.
The waves roll in
and out gently washing the discarded coconuts husks and rubbish to another
place and the hungry tide gathers more sands leaving us all exposed and
vulnerable.
Challenges, opportunities, lessons and stuff will continue is various shapes and sizes with this assignment and beyond, and with less than 3 months before leaving here my thoughts are turning to the what’s next.
Challenges, opportunities, lessons and stuff will continue is various shapes and sizes with this assignment and beyond, and with less than 3 months before leaving here my thoughts are turning to the what’s next.
In a tea cup of course !
Now where’s that
water cooler ?
Which movie to see
?
What do you mean no one has to sit on my lap on the bus !
Getting a job, hmm, the bills still need to be paid....
Up Next : Not sure........